Dear Best Friend,
I love you more daily. I wish you could see yourself the way I see you and I wish you could love yourself the way I love you. Above all I wish your life is everything you deserve because, in my opinion, you deserve the world. I will stand by you forever, and my heart will always belong to you my friend.

I wish I had more time for everything thats going on, I feel like I'm missing out on parts of my life. Time's just going so fast...

i want to wear your clothes to bed, watch scary movies with you, talk on the phone until sunrise, sneak out to watch the stars with you, play your favorite video game, make you watch chick flicks, kiss you in the rain, go on walks together, laugh until i can't breathe, holds hand, build a fort and have a snowball fight, sit in front of the fire place and cuddle, i want to fall hopelessly in love with you for the rest of my life.

when i was afraid of everything, i was never afraid of loving you

your honestly all i have left to call mine, please dont abandon me, i dont think my heart could take it

why does it seem that everytime i make a commitment, opportunities arise from the graves, i close one door and fifty more open, don't get me wrong; im so happy with what i chosen, but my life choices seem to have the worst timing they could possibly have.

and one more question, why, why why why does it always feel good to do the wrong thing, i hate it

I've been sitting here in bed, writing sentences, adding and deleting, erasing things that aren't just right.
I've tried to explain exactly how you've got me feeling for the past few days, and it's pretty difficult, I feel like what I'm going to to say won't do it justice, I hope you understand.

Something in you has changed, like a flip has been switched, and you've become the ideal person for me when I was becoming full of doubts. You really do know how to keep me on my toes.

Yesterday when we spent hours just messing around in bed kissing for minutes at a time barely coming up for air I felt as if I had died and gone to heaven, It was pure bliss. The passion, I could feelings it coursing through my veins and yours too. I wanted to stay wrapped in your arms and stuck in the moment forever; Like we were the only ones in this beautiful world anymore.

What is it that has gotten into you?
Did you realize something you never quite saw before, I hope so, because it's effect on you has been...*sigh* amazing.

I love when you tell me you love me, everytime the confidence I have in your words grows.
Please don't stop, I like this new you, It's like falling in love all over again, and the feeling is like no other.

Don't worry, I'm always going to be around, even when I'm not close, I'm thinking of you.

Your always in the back of my head, my little sister, always on my mind.

I love you dearly, please don't forget, I'm always here.



I'm so glad I have people appreciate my efforts,
it may not sound sincere but I do my best for those I love and sometimes it's tough to feel as if what you do goes unseen,
but the little things you do,
they let me know my deeds aren't invisible to all of you.

theres going to be a meteor shower tonight, and i won't be laying next to you
i miss your touch and its been only minutes

I like testing the waters, pushing the envelope and pissing you off.
Theres just something about the risk that makes me want it more and more.
I drive like a raging idiot and I say things purely to provoke people.
Taking these risks makes up for all the time I've spent sitting in background watching the world pass me by, and these risks, they make me feel more alive than I ever have.

I'll never stop.

You can try your hardest, you can do everything, but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore, they aren't worth worrying about, it's important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down.

I don't think you understand how much better sleeping with you is than sleeping alone.

don't try so hard; people like you better when your not trying to reinvent yourself into that image you've convinced yourself everyone will like better, i like you better the old way

i know you read this often, its hard to decide whether its a good thing or not. i tend to make things a lot nicer when i know you'll read them and possibly see me a few hours later, which could result in a not so pleasant experience. i try to be honest on here, and for the most part i am, but i feel like i'm not being honest enough because i'm putting your feelings first over mine.

so i'm sorry

id fight with you a million times and id cry a million tears
if it meant it was you holding me at the end of the day

ive just grown so fond of the teasing, the play fighting, the way you put your arm around me when we are sleeping
its always you falling asleep first, unless you run you fingers across my skin sending me into sleep faster and faster because i can rest my head feeling safe next to you
but when i dont sleep, when i sit and watch your shallow breaths creeping in and out of your lips
i stay awake for the reason that i dont want to miss a moment of us, of this, of our love
and the feelings you bring me

i hate it when i think about the possibilities of what could happen, sickening
it doesnt seem like there is a option to leave you not with my heart wrapped so tightly around your finger
i want you to be with me for as long as this can last, do you feel the same

your sick of the fighting i wish i could stop
i wish i never had to fight with you but i do for the sake than im losing you
it feels like the tension burns away at the rope that is keeping us together
if i could make everything alright i would, in a heart beat,
but its just a matter of being stronger than what we cant control
we have something so good , something ive always wanted
what is it that you have that keeps me coming back everytime
i try so hard to break your grasp on my heart for the fear that it will only cause me more pain to stay with you

is it that you know i would do anything for you
anything you ask, if you truly wanted it, i would
i think you know this too
i would sacrifice everything i have for you
i would give you everything i have

ever since we met i've never really learned how to live without you
and i dont think i ever will
ill try to move on when it gets to painful but the truth is, ill never be able to forget you completely